[From. Moonbin] Our 'You' and My 'Me' Just You
Hello! It's Moonbinใ
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The weather is very cold lately ใ
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Please be careful so you don't catch a cold!!
Today our last fansign for our 3rd album has ended, and I want to share some of my honest thoughts that I had while promoting.
To be honest, I was very worried about our 3rd album.. There was barely any time to prepare for it, and I lost my confidence too.. I'm not sure why, but there was a time hehe.. (not now though)
Everyday when we would go on broadcast, I would always be in my own little world, having unnecessary worries so I was very down, but the members would take care of me and I would vent to them, but it did not get better
That's why I tried lots of things to distract myself from! I crazily exercised, I played games, I even fell asleep the moment I laid my head, but it didn't get better
But I started getting better by reading this book!
I put my earphones on and read I Am Thankful to Myself by Jeon Seunghwan.
And I had lots of thoughts from this book:
"Are you okay?
It's not your fault.
It's okay if you're a bit slow.
You worked hard. Today too.
You're more than enough.
I should have said this to myself first."
-Jeon Seunghwan
I think my problem was just the difference in thoughts. I thought that I wasn't okay, that everything was my fault, that I wasn't worthy... I was really negative, so it was harder on me.
When I was finished with the book, I was very different. I realized you could really change a person with the change of thoughtsใ
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While I look at everybody, I realized three things...
1. Someone who supports and loves me really exists, they're right in front of me. I'm happy
2. I can do it, I'm happy
3. I have no reason, but I'm happy
The last one is kind of funny, but that's really how I feel, I can be happy for no reason now hehe
Anyways, I'm very happy now!!!
I know that if I had any worries about my performance or skills, I can work hard and improve
I always have been doing that, and I always will be doing that!
I gained a lot during our 3rd mini album promotions
Now we are preparing for our next album, and it will be better than before!
I promise you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ah also on the V-App, the outfits I was talking about was the Aroha Festival poster outfits!! But we don't know our next album concept eitherใ
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Anyways, let's spend these cold winter days with ASTRO, and look forward to our next album
Lastly I love you!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
translated by Flora @offciastro for @ASTROseasons
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